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Jul. 31st, 2005 @ 09:12 pm praise the lord...
Current Mood: blahcalm, hopefull
Current Music: the glorious sounds of my mom eating a mango...
i'm new and was looking for a place to belong. i am a bornagain christian as of yesterday i suppose but have had my hard times and if anything, i am asking for prayer. i want to feel again. im english and the london bombings hit home hard but i felt nothing for the dead. i feel nothing for those who are lost and really want to. the fact that i can't feel makes me feel sick. how can i minister and let gods light shine if i have no compassion? so, please pray for me, i want to feel again.

god bless
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Date:August 3rd, 2005 05:50 pm (UTC)
I know exactly how you feel. I have been dealing with this inner numbness that I can't ever seem to shake. I want to be close again, to "feel" again as well. It's a very uncomfortable feeling when you know you should, and could...but can't. I will pray for you. You'll be in my thoughts for sure. Welcome to the communtiy...and hope you get to know some great people. I'm Ren by the way. ^^

Love and Peacea!